For Tracy Michele, who always sees them first.
"I wish you to consider that I have been speaking of what I wished to accomplish in these pictures, rather than what I have done; for I may have failed in these efforts. I should, nevertheless, be much gratified if you could see them ...."
- Thomas Cole, letter dated May 1828

Thursday, June 10, 2010

idleness


[^ Still Life with Stones and Flower Pot. watercolor. 4x6". 2010 © Bullock Online 2012]

"Idleness is the enemy of the soul." - St. Benedict's Rule for Monasteries, ch. 48

So I've been assembling a portfolio for clients and publishers and it's been endless. I had a conversation recently with someone who told me about a Japanese theatre philosophy that was all about the here and now. There is no "soon", no "when the curtain rises". This is it. Whatever it is you're doing --- the practice, the preparation, the getting ready --- that is the thing you do, the end product. That's what counts. Whatever it is that you're preparing to do, you're doing it. There is no "next time".

Not that she or I completely accept this as Truth but there is something to it and it got me thinking. All my little watercolors, studies, and informal pieces, are what I have to start with. They're what I have. I've run out of time.

I just did this watercolor painting of rocks. I liked the composition and their sizes, colors, and shapes. The rough paper was difficult to work on but it turned out alright. It looks like what I saw, so that's good. It will go in my portfolio along with others from the past year.

So, thanks, Tracy. I owe you.